I’ll never stop loving you but you should understand that when one is gone as long as you have doesnt mean that my fun side isnt gone ive been wanting to tell you my tribulations my life to get you to understand where I come from time changes one I know it was a shock to you when you came back to see how different I was when im in a relationship especially with you never think my shyness is there for show its me being me cause I wanted you to see every side of me Time changes one for the events in it I only wish you can see this somehow and understand my way of being I’ve always been happy to be yours I don.t want to ever feel like I’m a bad regret for you…i want to feel like you made the right choice even when time apart I only talk about you i’ve been blessed to have you as my man but i’d still wish to be I hope someday or someday soon you realize that you’ve been quiet around me understand my shyness doesnt come from that im just shy everyone knows that time does fly n shape people into what they are today my shyness has been always apart of me I want to understand I blush all the time its what makes me me

Darien saw my ups and downs everyday believe it or not yes he was like my rl dad that I wish I had but gone too soon bless him hes been there for anyone whether he knew them our not someday Ihope we could really just get to know each other I’d like to someday try again with you I want to always be there for you and you for me just always know I’ve always cared about you and I still do my love will never change I know we may never meet but if we do I’m sure I’d be giving you the longest biggest hug and cry in your arms the day this happens for alot of emotions n reasons I hope somehow you can see this post (i know I’ve been saying that line but I get something new to say ^^) I hope to talk to you soon Lovies I hope you still love me like I love you :)